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I have no idea what to write about...

Posted by Xeptic - October 1st, 2007


... but I'm gonna do it anyway, so this'll probably end up pretty random </disclaimer>.

First of all, I've finally took the time (5 minutes to be precise (of which I spent 4 trying to get it to fit the file size limit)) to personalize my page. I've been meaning to do this for the last, say 2 months, so coming from me that's reasonably fast.

What's frustrating me lately is that I have so many things I'd like to do creatively but I can't seem to finish anything. I start on something, find it to be looking like something a 3 year old can draw after working on it for 30 minutes, give up and start on something new. I know it takes more time than 30 minutes to make something look good, but I just can't seem to find the patience. I have dozens and literally dozens of ideas floating around in my head, for animations, comics, shorts, websites, songs, games etc. etc. and the problem is that that's where they stay. I can't seem to draw a single frame. I feel like my brain is getting so full of ideas it would be no surprise if I explode sometime soon.
That's one of the reasons why I'm thinking of starting a collab or collaborating with someone else. I apparently need a bit of pressure if I want to finish something. Problem is that there are shitloads of collabs going on at the moment in the Flash Forum, so I think I'll just let it ripen for a while.

Enough self-pity for now, onto something else, like music! If you're into drugs induced musical masterpieces you should really buy a few songs from John Frusciante, better known as the Red Hot Chili Peppers' guitarist. A song like 'Your pussy's glued to a building on fire' for example is a really, really deep metaphor for all the hardship one faces in life (or maybe it's just a song about pussies being glued to burning buildings). Anyway, good music if you're looking for some alternative, spacey, loungy, rockish, techno-ish, popish stuff.

What else, what else... Ah right! Tomorrow I'm taking my driving license test. For the third time... Which does suck because every test costs 220 euros, which is about 323 American dollars, 153 British pounds or 12.140,9 Indian rupee and that's a lot of money. The last two failures bummed me down for quite a number of days so I hope to succeed this time!

Next day update: Yay!


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So did you pass your test? And where do you live?

I passed, gonna pick up my license next wednesday. It takes the people at the city council a week to throw a driver's license together...

Typical. Anything that can be done in a day they manage to drag it on atleast a week. I guess that´s just world wide though :3